I am just a ball of emotions right now. A person who generally is never at a loss for words. I kind of am. My mom has Lymphoma Cancer which was cause early and they are predicting she will be alright but, I'm not sure how I feel. Im not really about expressing anything at this time but what lil thought I have on this matter at this time needs to come out of me and not build as I normally do. My Aunt died of Breast Cancer and I do the race for the cure as a way of coping its been about 8 years. Now having to deal with all of this as a adult Im wondering how as a preteen was I able to cope.. I do know the amswer to that I let it build until I couldnt keep it in anymore so this time Im not going to do that. Im going to find other ways of dealing... Like writing this down. and letting it roll off of me.